just wanted to say goodbye for now
now, please remember there were a few things that made me leave. None of it bad.
This was my first MMO game. I made a lot of mistakes, but a lot of friends too.
Some are very mad at me and have a right to be. My biggest problem was my mouth. No one to blame but me for that.
I did learn a lot and I appreciate all the help I got along the way. Everyone was very helpful on my first alpha. The second I made huge mistakes. Those that know me, know what I did.
The third I tried to stay out of it, but of course my mouth was bigger than it should have been. Yes I knew stuff, but I did not need to use it the way I did. I am sorry.
I just want to reiterate is was NO ONE person that made me leave, other than myself. So no blame to go around anywhere. I mean that. It was my own silly fault.
Unfortunately I won't be back for quite a while. I was hoping to come back next alpha but that won't be happening. Quite a lot has happened in real life that needs attention. I am happy to see some old friends that came back to the game. Hello you guys. Missed you, even though we weren't talking at the time you left.
If there are any hard feelings left, please post them and I will make sure to stay away as I am sure I am going to do something stupid again. Sorry, but it seems to happen on a Friday night usually. I get into the game and am drinking. That's when I get stupid. Some of you know exactly what I mean. This message was meant to assure you, it was not you. This was also a message to some that think I left for other reasons. Not so.
I do love this game, but may not be back until it goes full release, just so you know. Found a few that are comparable but not quite. Good luck all and have fun.